I had been hoping to write in here more frequently than once a week or so, but so far that isn’t working out. I think my problem is lack of motivation.
As I’ve chronicled, I haven’t posted on Facebook in probably two months, nor have I tweeted for about a month and a half. I find that nobody has noticed me missing. That isn’t (or at least shouldn’t be) my prime reason for posting, but I do find it drains my motivation to put myself out anywhere. I think about posting here and then quickly talk myself out of it, saying “why bother to expend the energy?”
The other, and perhaps more disturbing, thoughts that have crept into my psyche revolve around completely withdrawing from the world. I’ve already stopped Facebook and Twitter, I’m not posting much in here. One of my goals for this year was to try to get out more and meet people, but I’m thinking about stopping that, too (not that I’ve done a whole lot of that, anyway). Just become a hermit. I think I could do it and have nobody miss me.